Deux Cents

I was just reading over my post from when we hit 100 days and now we have hit 200 days! That's so crazy. Time really is going by fast. Mike says time is going by really fast for him. It might not be as fast for me, but it's definitely not inching by like I pictured it to. Besides, I am starting to try to enjoy this rather than endure. I have been able to explore myself and kind of do some soul searching on my own. This is the time for both of us to grow while being away from each other so that we can be even better for one another. I guess I am finally okay with it. I am okay with the fact that we are doing this. We are both learning so much. I can't wait to see where life takes us when he returns.

I loved what Mike said the other day and it really tugged at my heart strings. He said, "I can't believe I have found someone like you. I have never worried about you leaving me. Especially out here. Not once has it crossed my mind. I just know that we will always be together. It's just that simple. We will always love each other. No matter what." 

Oh, how I love him! I think anyone can see that and one might say I'm obsessed. I guess I am. I guess that's what happens when you're in love. And I don't think anyone can imagine how it is going to feel. I had no idea it could feel like this. 

I get to kiss him sooner and sooner each day! Each day I get through is a day closer to him. That makes me so excited. 

And I will end with this. I am in love with this song. I have always liked it, but it has never hit so close to home for me. I am considering it for our wedding song, only if he approves. LOL. I would like to share the lyrics. 

I've been down

Now I'm blessed

I felt a revelation coming around

I guess its right, it's so amazing

Everytime I see you I'm alive

You're all I've got

You lift me up

The sun and the moonlight

All my dreams are in your eyes

I wanna be inside your heaven

Take me to the place you cry from

Where the storm blows your way

I wanna be the earth that holds you

Every bit of air you're breathin' in

A soothin' wind

I wanna be inside your heaven

When we touch, when we love

The stars light up

The wrong becomes undone

Naturally, my soul surrenders

The sun and the moonlight

All my dreams are in your eyes

And I wanna be inside your heaven

Take me to the place you cry from

Where the storm blows you away

And I wanna be the earth that holds you

Every bit of air you're breathing in

A soothing wind

I wanna be inside your heaven

When minutes turn to days and years

If mountains fall, I'll still be here

Holdin you until the day I die

And I wanna be inside your heaven

Take me to the place you cry from

Where the storm blows you away

I wanna be inside your heaven

Take me to the place you cry from

Where the storm blows you away

I wanna be the earth that holds you

Every bit of air you're breathin' in

A soothin' wind

I wanna be inside your heaven

Oh yes I do

I wanna be inside your heaven